i think God is punishing me for laughing at the people who had to be back at school.

i was supposed to leave today, but instead my car started making "a noise," my father says, so it had to go to the shop. nooo!!! and then there's this whole bad weather/bad road situation which is making my parents very nervous about me driving.... it has finally reached the point where i just want to get the hell out of here and go back to school. the thought of being here another day is making me want to cry...

i'm sorry, God, i didn't mean to mock others. please let me go back!!!

always.....