i thought some of you might like this:

A Perfect Circle - The Outsider - Tacoma - 8.4.04 - Acoustic - 5.65MB

maynard > een.

I want to eat some poop.

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Spent 48 dollars at the bar last night. Im dumb.

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Here are some pics to prove it (these are better than the orgy picture)....

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IanVeryGay

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Welp,, Im gonna go listen to MAYNARDS DICK over and over and whack off.
SEEYA SUCKAZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

Well lets start with the beginning of the weekend:

Friday: Modest Mouse Concert: Crystal Ballroom
Modest Mouse was just OK, but I Got to meet SPENCER MOODY and chat with him for an instant or two. That was worth the price of admission right there. If you dont know who Spencer Moody is, you better find out.
Saturday: Mars Volta/APC: Salem Armory
Besides it being in the worse venue of all time with some of the worse people ever to crawl out from under meth rocks it was a good show. I enjoyed Mars Volta Quite a Bit. They were full of energy and besides a few dull parts, had a good 3 song set. I did however have to listen to eric critique it like he was writing an article for the paper for the whole set. I should have shot him Mega Man style onto the stage so that he would have had to dance. That would have been worth the price of admission. APC was about what I expected which isnt bad. I just dont wet myself whenever I hear Maynard say "Think for Yourslef, Question Authority..." like everyone else does. And I dont wet Myself whenever maynard pretends to be cool either, unlike eric, who wets himself whenever maynard takes a step on stage. I think I actually heard eric during the concert yell "Oh jesus! Do it again Maynard! But slower this time!" Ok maybe I didnt hear that, but I bet he thought it. I love you eric.

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i tried to explain to my mom tonight what i mean when i say something is wrong with me. i'm broken and i don't know what will fix me. she asked if maybe i was experiencing "depression". who knows. maybe if you put a name to it, yes. i'm not sure. all i know is, i'm looking back on this year and realizing that i've spent a majority of it with myself.

i feel like i have friends but not friendships. does that make sense? my sister hated her school, but liked the people she went to school with. i like my school but don't feel like i have a place here. academics don't make good friends. do i stick it out? do i try and make it work? do i go home to the place i know and the people i love? or is that quitting?

am i the only one who feels like this?


always.....

carmex, counting crows, recursive algorithms, diet coke, itunes.

Our waterheater is broken. I havent taken a shower for three days. And the last one I took didnt do any good cuz there was someone else in there with me. My scalp is drying up. My peepee is red.

I don't think I belong here anymore, good night.

I never knew a 2 year olds birthday party could be this much fun.

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All it said was this:
Dont show stupid pictures of me to anyone